November 2005

'andrew and i went walking downtown on saturday. as we were driving through harmony to find a spot i kind of just froze because i saw drew. eh. literally, thinking was optional after that point. i didn't know if i should be excited, pissed off, upset. . . i felt nothing, a big emptiness. we parked in the garage. i prayed we wouldn't run into him because i wouldn't know what to say. we walked to experienced goods. guess who was walking out. i didn't want to hold his stare. i wanted to pretend i didn't know who he was, pretend that i didn't notice him. but i held it and he did a double take and went to hug me even though i was already in andrews arms. i huged him. i don't even care what he said. it was all lies. i'm used to that. ugh. what is it that still tugs at me about him? that nothing happened? that i wish something had? i thought, i'm glad nothing did. i wouldn't be where i am today if it had gone as he wanted it to.

i don't care for that.

andrew chuckled when we walked into the store, 'that must have been awkward.' i wanted to smack him for being funny about it. there was nothing funny about it. '






Oh, isn't that funny!

You know that Black River, baby, it's as black as sin

In the last few weeks and I have been introduced to:

Blitzen Trapper
Bon Iver
The Devil Makes Three

I am currently working on a "cowboy" themed playlist and album art.

More later.

KOL 11/12/08

These are in an order that somewhat reflects the order they were played in at the concert. The first two, and the last one, definitely. And the last four were their encore as well.

1.] Closer
2.] Crawl
3.] Razz
4.] Charmer
5.] The Bucket
6.] King of the Rodeo
7.] Four Kicks
8.] Molly's Chambers
9.] Sex On Fire
10.] Cold Desert
11.] Slow Night, So Long
12.] My Party
13.] Taper Jean Girl
14.] Revelry
15.] Use Somebody
16.] On Call
17.] Milk
18.] McFearless
19.] Knocked Up
20.] Ragoo
21.] Manhattan
22.] Black Thumbnail