Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Shakin' Your Apple Right In My Face
Again, Megan is getting herself into trouble.
I will be going to California next month. The purpose of the trip is to visit CCA. But it's also become a vacation. It's become a vacation where I will be spending most of my time with Drew.
Trouble.
I can't help the fact that this kid has my heart. There is nothing I can do about it. But it's easier to focus on what I need to get done when I know that he's not here. That makes sense. It makes sense that it's better to put hope on him than any other guy around. Because I know I can't act on it, so there's only so much time I can spend thinking about it.
However, I've already had a dream about going to see Drew. And it wasn't rated G. Ever part of me wants him. I dare not be cheesy about it. But honestly, I'm fucked.
In other news, I will hopefully be getting together with Judy some time soon. I'm well over due for a dose of that women's inspiration. I'm pumped. I also think I need to send another e-mail to Kevin. But I'm guessing I'll see him on Sunday at Harvest Fest. !!! I can't believe it's that time of year again.
( A year ago I payed five dollars for a kiss. )
I sent out my slides. So nervous. If anything should happen to them I'm fucked. I have no copies of these guys. And I hope the scans come out good enough for my portfolio. I'll want to touch them up on Photoshop, but honestly I have no idea what I'm doing.
I need to send out a request for a transcript from Hallmark and one from BUHS as well. !!! So much to do!
My first interview is in Boston the morning after the Kings of Leon concert ( which I'm oh so excited about ). Which reminds me, I need to call my cousin about staying at her apartment with Sally.
I need to get crafty, too. I started my polaroids but I'm so nervous to continue. !!! I can do this, I know I can. I bought some painting crayons which I've been looking forward to fooling around with ( that's what she said ).
Music?
Kings of Leon ( all the time )
The new album: I can't pin down my feelings about it. I'll listen to a song and love it. Then I'll listen to another and be so disappointed. Manhattan, I Want You, and Cold Desert have my heart. And of course Sex On Fire has a special place in my heart as well, mostly because it's just so ridiculous. Other than that? It depends on what time I woke up in the morning, what I put on, what I had for breakfast . . .
. . . and sometimes I do wonder how Andrew is.
I need to stop spending money. I bought my flannel lined pants, though, and I'm so excited. I want them to come in TOMORROW! Yippie!
Shit, I need to be productive instead of sitting here bobbing my head to Kings and writing down stupid thoughts.
I will be going to California next month. The purpose of the trip is to visit CCA. But it's also become a vacation. It's become a vacation where I will be spending most of my time with Drew.
Trouble.
I can't help the fact that this kid has my heart. There is nothing I can do about it. But it's easier to focus on what I need to get done when I know that he's not here. That makes sense. It makes sense that it's better to put hope on him than any other guy around. Because I know I can't act on it, so there's only so much time I can spend thinking about it.
However, I've already had a dream about going to see Drew. And it wasn't rated G. Ever part of me wants him. I dare not be cheesy about it. But honestly, I'm fucked.
In other news, I will hopefully be getting together with Judy some time soon. I'm well over due for a dose of that women's inspiration. I'm pumped. I also think I need to send another e-mail to Kevin. But I'm guessing I'll see him on Sunday at Harvest Fest. !!! I can't believe it's that time of year again.
( A year ago I payed five dollars for a kiss. )
I sent out my slides. So nervous. If anything should happen to them I'm fucked. I have no copies of these guys. And I hope the scans come out good enough for my portfolio. I'll want to touch them up on Photoshop, but honestly I have no idea what I'm doing.
I need to send out a request for a transcript from Hallmark and one from BUHS as well. !!! So much to do!
My first interview is in Boston the morning after the Kings of Leon concert ( which I'm oh so excited about ). Which reminds me, I need to call my cousin about staying at her apartment with Sally.
I need to get crafty, too. I started my polaroids but I'm so nervous to continue. !!! I can do this, I know I can. I bought some painting crayons which I've been looking forward to fooling around with ( that's what she said ).
Music?
Kings of Leon ( all the time )
The new album: I can't pin down my feelings about it. I'll listen to a song and love it. Then I'll listen to another and be so disappointed. Manhattan, I Want You, and Cold Desert have my heart. And of course Sex On Fire has a special place in my heart as well, mostly because it's just so ridiculous. Other than that? It depends on what time I woke up in the morning, what I put on, what I had for breakfast . . .
. . . and sometimes I do wonder how Andrew is.
I need to stop spending money. I bought my flannel lined pants, though, and I'm so excited. I want them to come in TOMORROW! Yippie!
Shit, I need to be productive instead of sitting here bobbing my head to Kings and writing down stupid thoughts.
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